By the end of the first week, Scarlett, too,...
By the end of the first week, Scarlett, too, was looking at their fellow passengers with a disapproving eyeBoth men and women changed clothes four times a day, the better to show off the extent of their costly wardrobesScarlett had never seen so many jewels in her lifeShe told herself she was glad that she'd left hers in the vault 445 of the Savannah bank; they'd pale next to the array in the dining saloon every nightBut in truth she wasn't glad at all She had grown accustomed to having more of everything than anyone she knewa bigger house, more servants, more luxury, more things, more moneyIt put her nose decidedly out of joint to see display more conspicuous than hers had ever beenIn Savannah, Kathleen, Mary Kate, and Helen had been ingenuously blatant in their envy, and all the O'Haras had fed her need for admirationThese people on the cartier ballon blue ship didn't envy her, or even admire her all that much Scarlett wasn't at all pleased with themShe couldn't bear a whole country full of Irish if this was what they were likeIf she heard "Wearing o' the Green" one more time she'd scream"You're just not taken with the American New-Rich, Scarlett darling," Colum soothed "You're a grand lady, that's why It was exactly the right thing for him to sayA grand lady was what she had to be after this vacation was overShe'd have this final fling of freedom and then she'd go to Charleston, put on her drab clothes and company manners, and be a lady for the rest of her lifeAt least now when Miss Eleanor and everybody else in Charleston talked about their trips to Europe before the War, she'd not feel so left outShe wouldn't say she'd disliked it, eitherLadies didn't say things like thatUnconsciously, Scarlett sighed"Ach, ladies gucci bangle watch Scarlett darling, it can't be as bad as all that," Colum said"Look at the bright sideYou're cleaning out their deep pockets at the card tableShe was winning a fortune-some evenings as much as thirty dollarsWait till she told Rhett! How he'd laugh He'd been a gambler on Mississippi riverboats for a while, after all Come to think of it, it was a good thing, really, that there was still a week at seaShe wouldn't have to touch a penny of Rhett's money Scarlett's attitude toward money was a complex mixture of miserliness and generosityIt had been her measure of safety for so many years that she guarded every penny of her hard-earned fortune with angry suspicion of anyone who made any real or imagined demands for a dollar of itAnd yet she accepted the responsibility to support her aunts and Melanie's family without questionShe had taken care of newest chanel bag them even when she didn't know where she'd find the means to take care of herselfIf some unforeseen calamity befell, she would continue to take care of them, even if it meant that she had to go hungryShe didn't think about it; it was simply the way things wereHer feelings about Rhett's money were equally inconsistentAs his wife she spent profligately on the Peachtree Street house, with its prodigious expenses, and on her wardrobe and luxuriesBut the half million he had given her was differentShe intended to give it back to him intact when they were once again truly man and wifeHe had offered it as payment for separation, and she could not accept it because she would not accept separationIt bothered her that she'd had to take some of it out of the bank vaults to bring on the trip Everything had happened so fast, there'd been no time to get any of her own money chloe paddingtons from Atlanta in the box with the remaining gold in Savannah, and she was determined to spend as little as possible of the gold coins that were now keeping her back straight and her waist small, filling the channels in her corset where steel strips had once beenIt was much better to win at whist and have her own money to spendWhy, in another week, with any luck, she'd add at least another $ I 50 to her purseBut still, she'd be glad when the voyage was overEven with all the sails bellied taut with wind, the Brian Boru was too big for her to feel the thrill she remembered from racing ahead of the storm in Charleston HarborAnd she hadn't seen even one dolphin, despite Colum's poetic promises"There they are, Scarlett darling!" Colum's usually calm, melodious voice rose in excitement; he took Scarlett's arm and drew her to the ship's rail"Our escorts fake louis vuitton purses are he